She hated it?

This former A- list teen actress talks about how she hates the character she played when she was younger.

She even says she turned down the reboot because of how much she hated it.

The reality is she wasn’t asked back for the reboot even though she and her agent tried their hardest to land the gig.

Jennette McCurdy

iCarly

In the first episode of her Lemonada Media podcast, “Hard Feelings,” titled “Shame,” McCurdy opens up about the “trauma response” she experiences whenever the media brings up what she refers to as “those shows.”

“One of the things that’s really important to me in press, if possible, is that iCarly or Sam & Cat are not mentioned,” she said. “These show titles, you guys, my ears burn when I’m saying them. I have so much shame around having been a part of them. And anybody who’s read my book I know understands.”

She added, “To have been known for so long for something that I did when I was 13 was very shameful for me.”